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    Tuesday, April 15th, 2003
    1:02 pm
    Well our new house is GREAT!!! It is so big! I think that we might be having a party this weekend. Sort of like a house warming party! Everyone should come. Just give us a call. 817-731-4759.

    Current Mood: excited
    Sunday, January 5th, 2003
    1:29 pm
    Well new years was fun, i had a very good time. I really don't have a new years resolution because i know i will never do it.

    My mom and i were talking the other day and we started talking about when i was young and how i had so much fun playing soccer and then she said that she felt it was all her fault that i lost the love for the game because she pushed so hard. She also said that maybe if she would have not have done that then i would be ten times better then i am now. Which is probably true. I mean all of my memories from 10 and on are getting in the car and getting yelled at because i scored 2 goals instead of 3. I mean what a shitty way to grow up you know.

    And i was always in my brothers shadow, if he could do it then i had to be able to do it, and if i couldnt then i practiced everyday to be as good at it as possible. It was like i was training to be some olympic athelete.

    It is just that my whole life i have done what i thought everyone else wanted me to do. Tip toed around so that i don't piss anyone off and then when i do something that actually makes me happy people ask what the hell i am doing because usually they think that i am doing something that is so not me when in reality it is i just have never done anything for me. I mean i played soccer when i didnt want to, went to tennessee when i didnt want to, gone to college, when i didnt want to, kept my mouth shut when i didnt want to, gone places i didnt want to. All because i didnt want to make anyone mad and it gets a little annoying but hey............why change now?????

    Current Mood: awake
    Tuesday, December 17th, 2002
    9:48 pm
    Where to begin
    I would just like to point out that I am pissed! I just saw a commercial talking about syphilis, it had a guy dressed up like the disease and talking about it, and then he said that the only way to not get it was to not have PREMARITAL sex! NOT SAFE SEX, PREMARITAL!!!!!!! What the Hell is that shit?

    Anywho so I haven't done much lately. I had my surgery last thursday. It went well. I am still all bandaged up and tomorrow night and thursday I will look pretty scary at the shows. I think i am going to have fun even though I know I might kill Skibadee. Tony and I are doing good and I can't wait to go shopping on thursday. Tony is going to buy me these Globes I like! Yeah for shoes!!! I am so totally broke right now but it is all in good fun! I like buying presents for people.

    Well that is about it, if I don't see everyone tomorrow or the next day I will deff. be at the Homebar on sunday!

    Current Mood: mellow
    Wednesday, November 20th, 2002
    1:06 pm
    HERE WE GO AGAIN!!!!!!!

    Hmmmmm I wonder what is going to happen this time?

    Current Mood: nervous
    Monday, November 18th, 2002
    1:16 pm
    Well this weekend sure was fun!!!! Got really drunk on friday which was a lot of fun! Haven't been that drunk in awhile!!!!!

    Got to see Kaycee two weekends in a row, man i mis that girl. Sat. was kinda boring cause all i did was sleep but ah well i needed it. Sunday Linz, Kaycee, and I went shopping and had a lot of fun!!! I bought a hat and it is really cute.

    I am going to Tennessee this weekend which I am so excited about I can't wait. It is going to be so much fun! But that is about it!

    Current Mood: excited
    Monday, November 11th, 2002
    10:09 pm
    Man cheetos are the DEVIL!!!!!!!!!

    Like the bag says, " they are dangerously cheesy "

    Current Mood: full
    Wednesday, November 6th, 2002
    1:21 pm
    Holy Shit I took this quiz and it says that I am PREGGERS!!!!!!!!
    Congratulations / Bloody Hell!! You Are Pregnant!
    You are expecting, preggers, knocked up, with child, processing a unit, up the spout, mama-to-be, a bun in the oven, pollinated, incubating, Jack in the box, the stork's a-comin', time to visit the cabbage patch, sound the Baby Bell!

    We hear the pitter patter of little feet! Better get out those old diapers, nose plugs and books on "How to deal with Insomnia".

    Congratulations again, mama! We'll be expecting the baby shower invitations in the mail soon!

    Current Mood: shocked
    Tuesday, November 5th, 2002
    8:52 pm
    MMMMMMMMMMMM BEER!!!!!!!!
    >>1. Sometimes when I reflect back on all the beer I drink I feel
    >>ashamed. Then I look into the glass and think about the workers in
    the
    >>brewery and all of their hopes and dreams. If I didn't drink this
    >>beer, they might be out of work and their dreams would be shattered.
    >>Then I say to myself, "It is better that I drink this beer and let
    >>their dreams come true than be selfish and worry about my liver." --
    >>by Jack Handy

    2. I feel sorry for people who don't drink. When they
    >>wake up in the morning, that's as good as they're going to feel all
    >>day.
    >>-- Frank Sinatra
    >>
    >>3. An intelligent man is sometimes forced to be drunk to spend time
    >>with his fools.-Ernest Hemingway
    >>
    >>4. When I read about the evils of drinking, I gave up reading.
    >>-- Henny Youngman
    >>
    >>5. 24 hours in a day, 24 beers in a case. Coincidence? -- Stephen
    >>Wright
    >>
    >>6. When we drink, we get buzzed. When we get buzzed, we fall asleep.
    >>When we fall asleep, we commit no sin. When we commit no sin, we go
    to
    heaven.
    >>Sooooo, let's all get drunk and go to heaven! -- Brian O'Rourke
    >>
    >>7. Beer is proof that God loves us and wants us to be happy.-
    Benjamin
    >>Franklin
    >>
    >>8. Without question, the greatest invention in the history of mankind
    >>is beer. Oh, I grant you that the wheel was also a fine invention,
    but
    >>the wheel does not go nearly as well with pizza.
    >>-- Dave Barry
    >>
    >>9. Beer: Helping ugly people have sex since 1862!
    >>
    >>10. Remember "I" before "E", except in Budweiser.
    >>
    >>11. To some it's a six-pack; to me it's a Support Group
    >>
    >>12. Helping white man dance forever

    Current Mood: thirsty
    Tuesday, October 29th, 2002
    12:16 pm
    Aw the power of the Brain!!!!
    Well this weekend was a lot of fun! Saturday went to the good 'ol 80's party and it was pretty calm for a party but I ended up having a lot of fun!

    Sunday went to the homebar and had mucho fun there! Prolly the most fun I have had in awhile.

    I feel like I am at peace for the first time in what seems like forever. Which is really weird since things are kinda fucked up right now. I think that it took loosing someone whom I really and truly loved and spent almost all my days with to make me see what life is really about. When Tony and I broke up I was devastated. I just couldn't seem to have fun doing ANYTHING. Every time I talked to him I went into a deeper depression and broke down on a few occasions. I felt like i was going insane!

    I mean how could someone hurt me so bad? How did I let that happen? I never thought that I was going to be one of those girls, but I was. I felt like I lost everything, when in turn I lost some piece of shit guy and I felt like driving my car into a poll.......for what? I mean how did that happen? How did someone get so under my skin that when he was gone I wanted to end it all? How fucked up is that?

    Well all I can say is that in a way I am so glad that we did go out and we did break up because now i know that it is not how long you spend with a person or if they are going to be there for the rest of your life, it is how you spend that time that matters. If you go through the days afraid that one day they are going to be gone and that you wouldn't know what to do without them, then you loose valuable FUN time with them.

    And I used to hate this saying but now it says it all too well........ It really is the hard things in life and how you deal with them that make you who you are, and will be damned if I let him make me a bitter person!

    Current Mood: content
    Monday, October 21st, 2002
    1:17 pm
    Man I do not know how I can study for so long and then when I get to the test not know a damn thing. I studied for like 5 hours last night and missed the Ani D. concert FOR NOTHING. I should have just gone but oh well.

    Got a little too drunk this sat. but oh well. Tony had to ruin shit again. But I think that we finally have an understanding of where we stand. I went over there on sat. and noticed that he took our pictures down. He said that he had a party and didn't want everyone to ask questions(plus he was trying to get some "A"). I have no idea why I got so mad at this but I did. I mean we have been broken up for awhile now and I know that we are never going to get back together. It just hurt to know that he could just put me in a drawer like I was nothing to him anymore. But I guess that is just how it is going to be.

    I cut my finger AGAIN opening a champagne bottle, i don't know how I always manage to do that but I do. Well I guess i will go get ready for the job from HELL!!!!!

    Current Mood: disappointed
    Friday, October 18th, 2002
    1:40 pm
    Well I guess there will be a little shin-dig on sat. at Sara's apprt. Time to break out the champagne crew!!!!!!! This weekend I have a feeling is going to be a lot of fun.....Can't wait!!!!

    Man I absolutely hate talking to doctors... I really don't know why they are usually really nice but I just feel awkward. Oh well guess I have to get ready for the most boring job EVER!!!!!!

    Current Mood: anxious
    Tuesday, October 15th, 2002
    11:16 am
    Hmmm not much going on but I am bored so I thought I would write a little.

    Looks like I will be having my second surgery in December. I am really scared because I am a weeny and can't take pain too well. I do not really remember my first surgery, well I do but I don't remember how much pain I was in and plus this surgery is the MAJOR surgery the other was just a small one.

    I bought some new jeans and some shirts last night since I have absolutely no winter close and only one pair of blue jeans. So I think they were well needed.

    I got an "A" on my math and world lit midterms so I am really excited about that. My world lit class is really hard. I am so happy that I have not had to write any papers this semester even though I am going to write one for extra credit. It only has to be 5 pages long.........not bad and it gives another test grade so i figured hey what the hell. If I have enough points by the time of finals then I dont have to take that final, so I think it is a good deal.

    Talked to Tony last night and he said his new dog and Bonnie(his old dog) got in a fight and Bonnnie ripped a huge chunk out of the back of the puppy's legs and she can't walk right now. He said they took her to the vet and the vet has to keep her until friday. That is so sad. The puppy is so small and cute.....how sad :( .

    Well other then that nothing much is going on. I need to get out of this house sometime soon hopefully tonight but there is nothing going on and I hate driving a long way just to sit around, but hey I might just have to do that.

    Current Mood: hungry
    Wednesday, October 9th, 2002
    8:26 pm
    Hahahahaha this quiz said I was intelligent!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ; )
    Greens are some of the most powerful and intelligent people in the aura spectrum. Greens are extremely bright. They process information and ideas quickly; jumping from steps one to ten. They do not like dealing with all the steps and details in between.

    Current Mood: amused
    Tuesday, October 8th, 2002
    11:37 am
    Rain Rain stay today.......................
    Man today is great!!!! It is so gloomy outside. It is one of those days where you just want to stay in and eat some tomato soup and watch a movie. Rainy days put me at such ease. Class sucked a big one today, but I had to go since I didn't go to this class last week. I didn't go to two of my classes yesterday either. I am just really not into school this semester. Oh well.
    I am starving so I guess I am going to go eat now...............bye bye.

    Current Mood: calm
    Tuesday, October 1st, 2002
    10:28 pm
    I just drank a lot of coffee so i am going to be up FOREVER!
    1. What do you most like about your body?: hahahahah
    2. Least?: boobies!!! ;)
    3. How many fillings do you have? none
    4. Do you think you're good looking?: eh nah
    5. Do other people often tell you that you're good-looking? nah
    6. Do you look like any celebrities?: No otherwise I'd be in movies

    Fashion:
    1. Do you wear a watch? No
    2. How many coats and jackets do you own? one
    3. Favourite pants/skirt color? blue
    4. Most expensive item of clothing? This dress I got for a wedding
    5. What kind of shoes do you wear? Tennis shoes or flip flops
    6. Describe your style in one word: comfortable

    Friends:
    1. Do your friends 'know' you?: Um just a few really know me.
    2. What do they tend to be like?: crazy
    3. Are there traits in you that are universally liked?: I am a good friend, or so they say I am.
    4. How many people do you tell everything to?: one
    1. Favourite band ever? eh i dunno
    2. Most listened to bands: eh i dunno
    3. Do you find any musicians good looking? The leed singers of: puddle of mudd, Red hot chili p., incubus......and eminem
    4. Can you play an instrument? nope
    5. Type of music most listened to? most everything
    6. Type never listened to? classical
    7. Favorite books? dont have one

    Homosexuality:
    1. What is the first thing you think when you see two gay guys or lesbians holding hands?: awww...
    2. Do you detest homosexuality?: nope
    3. Do you agree or disagree with gay or lesbian couples bringing up children? Hey at least their getting taken care of..some children don't have that priviledge.

    General:
    1. Whom do you believe is the smartest man alive at the moment? there is a lot
    *Whom do you believe is the smartest woman alive at the moment? um there is a lot
    2. What do you prefer, a sunny or rainy day?: rainy
    3. Do you consider yourself lucky? Yes
    5. Choose one word to describe how you feel most often: um happy usually, just not lately.

    Basics:
    1. Name: Kasie Lea Hess
    2. Do you like it? Yep i think it fits me
    3. Nicknames: Kase
    4. Screen names: winkle514
    5. Age: 19
    6. Birthday: 03-18-83
    7. Sign: pisces
    8. Born in: Ft. Worth TX
    9. School: TCC
    10. Natural hair color: Brown
    12. Current hair color: Brown
    13.Eye color: hazel
    14. Height: 5'6"

    Favourites:
    1. Numbers: 14
    2. Colour: Blue and Green
    3. Day: Friday
    4. Month: March
    5. Song: too many
    6. Movie: Adventures in babysitting
    7. Band: 0
    8. Season: Fall
    9. Sport: soccer duh i played it for 15 yrs
    10. Class: sociology classes
    11. Teacher: 0
    12. Drink: rootbeer
    13. Veggie: green beans
    14. TV Show: friends, sex in the city, gilmore girls
    15. Radio Station: eh
    17. Word: idunno
    18. Animal: Dogs
    19. Flower: daisy

    Love:
    1. How long was your longest relationship? year and a half
    2. How long was your shortest relationship? 4 months
    3. Who was your first love? BOB
    4. What do you miss about them? how much fun we had

    Have you ever:
    1. Drank? what do you think, its me!
    2. Smoked? Yeah
    4. Stolen? Yes
    5. Done anything illegal?: yep
    6. Wanted to die? maybe a few times
    7. Hit someone? I've been in a few fights

    Past:
    1. What is the one thing you would change about your past?: Nothing, that is how you learn
    2. What is the biggest mistake you've made in your life? believing things are ok when they are not
    3. Last thing you heard: tv
    4. Last thing you saw: This screen
    5. Last thing you said: bye to stacey
    6. Who is the last person you saw? stacey
    7. Who is the last person you fought with? tony
    8. What is the last TV show you saw?: friends
    9. What is the last song you heard?: sexual healing
    7 Location: barnes and noble
    8 Birthday: 03-18-83
    10 Status: Single
    16 Quote: the only thing we have to fear is fear itself
    18 Scent: bellara, allure for men makes me weak
    22 Element: Oxygen
    23 Author: don't have any right now

    PointLeSs
    28 How many rings before you answer the phone: as soon as I pick it up
    29 Future Career plans: social worker
    30 Do you sleep with stuffies? yep
    31 Do you want kids: no
    32 Are you popular: I guess
    33 Are you pretty: nah
    34 Do you have your own phone line? My cell
    35 Do you get along with your family?: very much so
    36 Do you have any piercings or tattoos? Yes, ears

    Do YoU LiKe
    37 Giving hugs? yup
    38 Taking walks in the rain: haven't done it recently but it sounds good
    39 Going to the mall? only when I need to
    40 Go on stage? no

    Do YoU
    41 Eat meat: ya but not red meat, well not very often
    42 Insomnia: Yes
    43 Eat sushi: never had it
    44 Cook or Bake: sometimes

    Personal Stance On
    73 Homosexuality: go for it, who cares
    74 Brand names: I don't care anymore
    75 Abortion: Its up to the person
    76 Religion: no
    77 Animal Rights: Yes
    78 Love at first sight: no
    79 God: no
    80 Aliens: sure
    81 Horoscopes: interesting
    82 Heaven: nope
    83 Hell: nope
    84 Reincarnation: no
    85 Transvestites: always shocking but fun
    86 Pop music: somes ok
    87 Rap: not ghetto fabulous rap...more like hip hop
    88 80's music: all that electro/retro stuff mmmm
    89 Punk: a little

    Quick Addiction
    90 what's the prettiest instrument? turntables and mixer considered a instrument?
    91 what's the prettiest part of the body? eyes
    92 biggest fault: i am too trusting
    93 biggest fears: the future
    94 Do you live in the moment? yes
    95 Do you care about looks?: nah
    96 Do you like your handwriting? ah mine is horrible
    97 Obsession: not really
    98 looking forward to: all the good things in life
    99 Favorite weather: COLD
    100 Do you ever wish you were somebody else?: yes everyday

    Current Mood: awake
    12:24 pm
    Thanx to Mike for the laugh last night........much appreciated!!
    Man what an emotional rollercoster! There has been many things this week that have set me into depressed mode. My grandma is getting predominately worse and we are going to get her on friday. It almost seems like we are going to get her so that she can spend some "last days in texas" it really sux.

    Then I have to go to my half brothers wedding whom I did not even know about until 2 years ago, and everyone expects me to act like his sister. No sorry, he is not my brother and I do not know why my dad, brother and I have to go. He is not part of our family. This is killing my dad. This just sux.

    Then Tony expects me to say that I forgive him for everything that he has done, I just don't think that I can, nor do I think that I should have to. he just expects me to jump at the chance to say I forgive him and take him back and trust me I am in no hurry. he actually got mad at me when I told him that I was ready to date again. He started yelling and saying "how could you just forget about us?" Um rewind.........I think he did that a long time ago. Wow what an ass!!!!!!

    So anyway other then that shiz-nit I am doing well. School is actually going ok for once. Friends are great, family is great, I think things can only get better and they will.

    Current Mood: exhausted
    Thursday, September 26th, 2002
    10:13 am
    My mom sent me this
    Thoughts On Sex

    Tom Clancy: "I believe that sex is one of the most
    beautiful, natural, wholesome things that money can
    buy."

    Steve Martin: "You know 'that look' women get when
    they want sex? Me neither."

    Drew Carey: "Sex without love is a meaningless
    experience, but as meaningless experiences go, it's
    pretty damned good."

    Woody Allen: "Having sex is like playing bridge. If
    you don't have a good partner, you'd better have a
    good hand."

    Rodney Dangerfield: "If it weren't for pickpockets,
    I'd have no sex life at all."

    Rodney Dangerfield: "My wife said she'd like to have
    sex in the back seat of the car... and she wanted me
    to drive."

    George Burns: "It isn't premarital sex if you have no
    intention of getting married."

    George Burns: "Sex at age 90 is like trying to shoot
    pool with a rope."

    Lynn Lavner: "There are a number of mechanical devices
    which increase sexual arousal, particularly in women.
    Chief among these is the Mercedes-Benz380SL."

    Harvey Korman: "Using Viagra is like putting a new
    flagpole on a condemned building."



    Ahhhhhhhhhh shooting pool with a rope!!!!!!!! that is so fucking funny!!!!!! Ah that just made my day!!!!! Thanx to my mom.

    Current Mood: amused
    Tuesday, September 24th, 2002
    8:18 pm
    Thanks to Jon-Jon for reminding me of this.
    It is so great to know that someone whom you do not talk to everyday still cares. You go through the day saying " hey how ya doing" but not really caring. It is a great thing when someone says " hey how you doing " and you repply......good. Then they stop, look you dead in the eye and say, " no really how are you doing." Cause in that little sentence you know that they really care about how you are doing. Anywho Jon-Jon just made me think of that when he was more than sweet on sunday.
    * so I ask everyone who actually reads this........how are you??*


    Oh and man do I love this weather!!!!!!
    Oh and I think that I am on the road to recovery now....... hahah that sounded like i was a drugy or something.

    Current Mood: curious
    Tuesday, September 17th, 2002
    10:09 pm
    Man I really don't think I have been this sad in a very long time. I was fine for awhile then something happened tonight and it really set me into depressed mode. It is like I am okay until I stop moving, once I have time to think I suddenly remember he is not there anymore. I just wish I wasn't sad, that is so not like me. I used to be happy almost all the time. I am seriously starting to question this love thing. Is it really worth it???? I have never really had just a fling, I think my shortest relationship was like 4-5 months. That is like an eternity to some people. I think I just need to get away for awhile. Go somewhere.........anywhere.

    Current Mood: awake
    Monday, September 16th, 2002
    1:14 pm
    This weekend was a lot of fun. Last night I was about to go to sleep at like 6:30 and Tony calls. So I go over there and we sat around and drank beer and just chilled like we were old pals. I sort of expected it to be weird since I have not seen him in three weeks when we broke up. We talked about a lot of things and it was kinda sad but it was good to know that he still cares. He still had our pictures up in his room, even though he prolly put them up before I came over. It was really good to see him. I miss him a lot but oh well. I thought I was going to be all sad when I left, but I wasn't. Maybe I have come to the realization that it just wasn't meant to be. But I still love him and that is what sux. I wish that feeling could go away as quickly as it came but I guess love doesn't work that way.

    Current Mood: drained
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